I Want To Diet and Start Eating Healthy
But I always end up having fried noodles for breakfast and chicken rice for lunch. I was planning to have only boiled eggs for breakfast and chicken soup with green veggies for lunch the night before but why did I do the opposite things the next day? What makes it worst is I can’t even leave the junk foods! Tsk.
I Need To Start Saving and Stop Buying Things
But I always and always end up buying things. I wish I can hold my desire to get something but I end up using all the money I’ve been saving for the future. I blame myself for saying “it’s okay to use the money first cause you can always earn them again” without realizing that I am actually robbing my future self. Honestly, it’s sad to hear that but why I am still being selfish and do that? Obviously ignorant and kurang kesedaran!
I Will Stick To The Gym For Real This Time
Real my ass! The days I skipped gym is more than the days I burn my calories. I thought I will be super rajin if the gym is located near my house but I end up being all lazy. I don’t know what am I supposed to do with my laziness. I guess I gotta nail some deep motivation quotes in my brain to keep me motivated.
I Won’t Cry and Will Hold This Tear
Comforting myself so I won’t cry is way too hard to do. I’m that fragile where I will end up bursting into tears no matter what I tell myself. I can only hold it back for few minutes but be overthinking drives me insane. It pushes me over to space I don’t want to be in.
I Will Sleep Early Today!
It’s one of the complete lies I ever told myself! Instead of shutting my eyes, I will go through all the social media one by one. If I don’t force myself to go to sleep, I think I would be awake until morning. Do you realize how much the gadget and technology has eaten up our precious time?
Oh It’s A New Day and I Will Start A Brand New Life Today
But I never had a new beginning. Always and always the same lazy, boring and unproductive days. I get high and motivated when I think about having a brand new life but I did nothing to make it happens. I don’t know where and how I should start them. I don’t think I have changed anything in my life cause I don’t see any good progress in reaching out to my goals. – Saying what we want to do is much easier rather than making it happens. It’s what we called resistance and everyone is battling the same thing, aren’t we? Do you happen to face the same thing? If yes, then what are your greatest easier-said-than-done things?